MANY thanks to Linda for creating this transcript đ
[0:00] Thunderf00t: So, Anita Sarkeesian of Feminist Frequency was recently on CNN.
[0:06] clip: So I announced my intentions to create a video series examining the way women are portrayed in video games. And I was attacked by a section of male gamers. And I think part of the attack was based on their attempt to preserve the status quo of gaming as a male-dominated space, and all of the privileges and entitlements that come with an unquestioned boys club.â
[0:28] Thunderf00t: Well thatâs one version of her ârealityâ, Anita. But hereâs one that may be closer to the truth. You see, there was this gaming community that was about, well, playing games. And then you come along with this massively self-centered, and entitled behavior, throwing out these great shovels of troll-bait, saying, âwhy isnât this gaming community pandering to my social preferences?â Then, when you get the utterly predictable backlash of anyone who says such stupid shit online, you act surprised.
[0:58] Incidentally, Anita, I find it curious that itâs almost six months after youâve given your TED Talk, the one which you were so proud that your fans had given you $150,000.
[1:09] clip: âI actually raised twenty-five times what I initially asked for . . . nearly seven thousand individuals contributed to make my âTropes vs Women in Videogamesâ project bigger, and better, and more expansive than I could ever have imaginedâ
[1:26] Thunderf00t: Now, sure, I could note itâs almost a year since this project was funded to the tune of twenty-five times what you asked for. And thus far, this project of yours, the one thatâs gonna be-
[1:38] clip: âbigger, and better, and more expansive than I could ever have imaginedâ
[1:41] Thunderf00t: -consists of ONE single twenty-minute video. Thatâs all youâve made in an entire year.
[1:50] clip: âInstead of just being five videos, itâs now thirteen videos, plus a classroom curriculum that educators can use for free.â
[1:56] Thunderf00t: And to be honest, the video that you made was of the caliber that I would estimate is about two working days of effort in it. But thatâs not what I noticed here, Anita. I find it curious, in that almost six months since your TED Talk, the one which you were so proud of all the money youâd raised, and this CNN interview, which was curiously titled: âOnline trolls attack feminist media criticâ. Now, what I noticed is, that youâve not only apparently not changed your outfit, or your earrings, your hairstyleâbut not even one single word of your troll baiting/professional-victim routine.
[2:33] clip: â-larger implicit goal here is that theyâre actually trying to maintain the status quo of videogames as a male-dominated space . . . was based on their attempt to preserve this status quo of gaming as a male-dominated space . . . and all of the privileges and entitlements that come with an unquestioned boys club . . . and all of the privileges and entitlements that come with an unquestioned boys club.â
[2:55] clip: âSo, in their minds, they concocted this grand fiction, in which theyâre the heroic players of a massively multiplayer online game, working together to take down an enemy. And apparently, they casted me in the role of the villain. And what was my big diabolical master plan? To make a series of videos on YouTube about womenâs representations in games.â
[3:14] Thunderf00t: But the crazy thing is, Anita, I can find no evidence for this âgrand conspiracyâ anywhere outside of your head. At least, beyond your claims that it exists. In fact, a quick search for images of you online shows that the internet has been far kinder to you, than it has been to me.
[3:33] but the gaming community constitutes all walks of life: libertarians, democrats, republicans, blacks, straights, gays, whitesâwhatever. And in many ways, itâs the ultimate, non-discriminating, and fair playing field. Which means in the sort of games that I play, when you get into the arena, the only thing that matters is: can you shoot faster, and more accurately than your opponent? Thatâs the only thing that matters. There is no socially constructed oppression for you underachievers to blame your failures on.
[4:08]: Well, maybe lag. If you cannot compete in such an arena, you cannot blame this on anything, other than your lack of ability, or your lack of performance.
[4:20] clip from The Matrix and âmras and feminists arguing at u of t mra event,â Fatal1ty
[5:05] Thunderf00t: Even back in the day, when I was playing as part of a clan, we had the most incredibly diverse group Iâve ever been in. We had a gun libertarian, we had a progressive liberal. We had an immigrant Mexican, and a republican police officer. And some Ivy League researcher. This was a group I wouldâve never usually met or socialized with. But in the arena, none of that mattered. The only thing that mattered was I knew these people played well. And I could trust them to cover me. Especially in games like capture-the-flag. And thatâs why, as a clan we played well. Because we mostly understood that we were here to play the game. Not to fight over political, or social issues.
[5:49]: Thatâs why itâs called The Gaming Community.
And, yeah, curiously enough, Anita you go into this community with this outrageously over entitled attitude, and expect everyone to change their behavior to service your social whims. And then, of all things, to complain when thereâs a backlash against your shit-stirring antics.
[6:10]: This is the metaphorical equivalent of going in to sayâoh, I dunnoâa baby clothes knitting society, and start demanding that they make it less about the âprivilegesâ and âentitlementsâ of the dominant and unquestioning girls club; that they make it less homophobic and more welcoming to libertarians. And then, wondering why everyone thinks youâre a shit-stirring douche. And then you turn around and say, âAah! Look at that backlash to my troll-baiting. That just proooves how much sexism and homophobia there is in a baby [clothes] knitting society.â
[6:45]: But anyway, this is the part where it goes hilariously off-script:
[6:50] clip: âWhat do you say about people who say, âdonât feed the trollsâ?â
[6:59] Thunderf00t: Oh, you just got served, Anita. That coy little smile of: âoh my. She knows about trolls on the internetâ. Itâs almost like they read the comments on your YouTube channel, and came to the conclusion, âthis girl is just crying wolf. She brings nothing in the way of intellectual content, so sheâs playing the best card she can.â And thatâs to hold up this pathetic handful of trolling activity so she can get the attention for her professional victimhood.
[7:28] And then to claim that the community that for the large part only cares about gaming, actually has some scheming plan to keep women out of this fictitious boys club.
[7:39] clip: âlarger implicit goal here is that theyâre actually trying to maintain the status quo of videogames as a male-dominated spaceâ
[7:47] clip from The Matrix, Fatal1ty
[8:06] Thunderf00t: But Anita recovers quickly, and gets back onto point.
[8:09] clip: âWhat do you say about people who say, âdonât feed the trollsâ?
âUm, I think that that is a pretty good attitude to take. Um, but I think thereâs a difference between not engaging one-on-one with the trolls. I think thatâI never spoke to any of the people harassing me directly . . . Thereâs a sort of conception that what happened to me was trolling. Um, and trolling is largely thought of as, one individual whoâs trying to get a rise out of another individual. And what happened to me was really a cyber-mob, right? It was thousands of individuals coming after me who were loosely working together.
[8:45] Thunderf00t: Bullshit, Anita. You say dumb shit online, you can EXPECT to get trolled by thousands. And yeah, when you get trolled by thousands, those trolls will occasionally end up talking to each other. This isnât a manifestation of people conspiring together to discredit you. This is just trolls, passing in the night, and laughing at the stupid shit that youâve said.